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September 09 coincidence=copying?haix, during this period of time, many things happened.
my auntie had gone into hospital bcos of severe blood loss and the medical fees cost 30k.
omg, my uncle bankrupt liao. he told the doctor: you saved my wife's life. but you harmed my whole family.
lols. the stupid doctor didn't do th op well when my aunt was giving birth and npw she has to pay this price.
kelian.
then another suay thing, my grandpa went into hospital and do an op to take out tumour from his intestines and he nearly go.
lucky he didn't. or i wont know what will become of me next. x(
but the thing that's saddening is that the doctor found some stones in th gallbladder.
SHIT man. maybe need to do another operation. I almost cried when i saw him in th hosp sia.
idk if his body can take another op or not.
and i just learned that my cousin fell down and bled in her teeth. she cried non-stop. omg, hope nth bad happen.
and then o lvls is 40 days away, and to tell you th truth, im still slacking, but i will try my best to work hard.
i know i can do it. heheh (:
the am test is also getting nearer. i hope my timing for the pt swim can pass.
i dowanna my efforts to go to a waste. even better, hope marianne can come back.
i failed almost every subject i got back. not almost, but everything! though i almost passed my maths paper 1. but fail is fail right?
which is like, quite expected. i even did better than flat nose, but i thot i would be th last in th whole stream. or maybe whole singapore. even better, whole world.
HEHEHEHEHE. (:
and i realised that my previous post is weird.
i want a lot of new items!
a new laptop.
new phone.
mp3/ipod/mp4.
new SCHOOL.
new house.
new clothes.
A new BF! (: lols.
everything new.
soon phebe and junzhe will be one year old liaos. happy birthday to them in advance!
also, edvwin and renjie.
anw, also advance wishes to ling. happy 4th mth. bought your present liaos. hehe (x
love ya loads. [:
my look alikes. August 26 jealousy or favouritism?在他心里,就算是A1也是不好的。
高速,我该怎么样才能得到他的认同呢?
只有哥哥是好的,只有哥哥帅,只有哥哥有本事。
就算哥哥跌进谷底,即使他惹麻烦,他还是最棒的。
我呢,只是多出来的一块肉;不该存在的负担与麻烦。
为什么? 为什么要有这种偏心?
为什么总是维护哥哥却老是忽略我的感受了呢?
难到我不是你的孩子吗? August 10 Happy Birthdayhaha, went for swimming yesterday and got great loads of fun pushing people into th water.
lols, i din lah.
haha, but its even more fun to watch pple being thrown into th water.
haha.
ate a lot seh, BEN still keep on pushing me to eat.
wth, v fat liao lah, still eat, haha
then everyone started throwing cake at other's faces.
then dk how, it somehow passed to me.
and that HAMZA and th SUPERTALLFREAK came attack me, wth.
lols, my whole shirt got chocolate and my hands smell of chocolate liaos, hehe.
idk why, everyone wants to throw me inside th water, lucky they didn't.
or i will be dead, ass.
i was so high yesterday lo, haha.
hahahahahahahahahaha
they were like super fun de, hehe.
I LOVE YESTERDAY, it was so fun, haha! (:
omg, and my day's spoilt just like that by an irritating buzz of nagging.
STOP NAGGING, will you?
Will you die if you don't nag?
argh, how i wich i could just die this moment so that i could avoid all that tormentous nagging.
ass, i hate this man, why does she have to spoil my day?
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENGLIN and DANIEL. July 28 It's my fault a pig is fat.the first thing you said to me was: BYEBYE.
LMAO, nvm.
sometimes i really want to change my life, make a 180 degrees turn.
Then i will see what's life then.
haix, but it's impossible.
things are so wrong nowadays, idk what to do. July 19 hope it still can get betterHappy 2nd month ling.
I hope you concentrate on your studies and do well.
Then go into NS and be in your fav. department.
Then at this time, you can take care of me luhs.
lols, bhb.
Hope we can last that long.
Ily and I hope you understand.
I dowan to tie you down, i dowan to be a burden to you, being of no help.
ILY<3
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